(taken at m.o.s last year)
(found this photos somewhere.. 2yrs ago picture)(below)
Wednesday, 30 July 2008
29 july’08
i'm a sicko biitch. lol
I’m sick. =( slept the whole day,
keep dreaming.. Ha. Nice dream..
Quit surprise that chinaman called me.
What? He’s at Singapore now.
Yes! Wednesday should be meeting up. Lol
Nah.. Girl, don be sad find someone else.
There more better out there.
Think for your future ??
Maybe he might not be the one for you.
Yea, I don have the right to say, for me?
I just can’t face the fact or anything gonna happen later on.
But what done is already done,
some things can be mend but some can‘t.
this what I accepted.
P.s ..
Like a far blanket on a chilly night or when
I’m feeling blue your wraps itself around me like a special hug from you.
I love having a friend like you and I know this much is true.
Of all the people who could have stolen my heart.
I’m so happy it was you.
i'm a sicko biitch. lol
I’m sick. =( slept the whole day,
keep dreaming.. Ha. Nice dream..
Quit surprise that chinaman called me.
What? He’s at Singapore now.
Yes! Wednesday should be meeting up. Lol
Nah.. Girl, don be sad find someone else.
There more better out there.
Think for your future ??
Maybe he might not be the one for you.
Yea, I don have the right to say, for me?
I just can’t face the fact or anything gonna happen later on.
But what done is already done,
some things can be mend but some can‘t.
this what I accepted.
P.s ..
Like a far blanket on a chilly night or when
I’m feeling blue your wraps itself around me like a special hug from you.
I love having a friend like you and I know this much is true.
Of all the people who could have stolen my heart.
I’m so happy it was you.
(take before having a shower. hahaa.)
27 july’08
Went to watch dark knight at vivo with deb and ah nei. After the movie, me and deb slack around vivo. Chatted with her for 1 2 hour.
Headed to boat quay find wen at All-in bar then went raining bar with terence and his friends.
5plus went st james, accompany deb to wait for Erwin till 7plus but just he didn’t appear. Haix. Pity her. Ha. =p try harder next time.
(at deb's room -preparing to club)
( at hotel 81 -too bore ended up here)
(thursday-outside st james - waiting for cab)
26 july’08
Thursday?
When deb’s house overnight. Ha.
Tiring day. Slept at 4 or 5plus?
Keep disturb by deb from my sleep. Stupid she!
Fridays?
Early in the morning called me to wake up accompany her to the market,
asked me to help her to cook lurch for Erwin. Lol.
Night? Went to double o den boat quay. Overall still ok nah.
Saturday?
Went far east to have dinner with deb and dawn.
After dinner I headed to phuturn find ah long and his friend,
around 12plus switch to powerhouse then reach home around 3.
Chat with Jeremy I cried then chat with ah nei I cried also.
What the hell. Keep crying. =( is all cos of him!
2 days in a week (Thursday & Friday),
saw him at boat quay. =) feel kinda sour & happy.
I dare to face him directly, f
rom far away see that’s already good enough for me.
Ya, he did saw me and called me,
too bad I was talking on the phone I did wave at him then I just walk away.
Thursday?
When deb’s house overnight. Ha.
Tiring day. Slept at 4 or 5plus?
Keep disturb by deb from my sleep. Stupid she!
Fridays?
Early in the morning called me to wake up accompany her to the market,
asked me to help her to cook lurch for Erwin. Lol.
Night? Went to double o den boat quay. Overall still ok nah.
Saturday?
Went far east to have dinner with deb and dawn.
After dinner I headed to phuturn find ah long and his friend,
around 12plus switch to powerhouse then reach home around 3.
Chat with Jeremy I cried then chat with ah nei I cried also.
What the hell. Keep crying. =( is all cos of him!
2 days in a week (Thursday & Friday),
saw him at boat quay. =) feel kinda sour & happy.
I dare to face him directly, f
rom far away see that’s already good enough for me.
Ya, he did saw me and called me,
too bad I was talking on the phone I did wave at him then I just walk away.
Thursday, 24 July 2008
24 july’08
Is so pissed off yesterday. Michelle was drunk, what the hell..?! ‘if he don’t want to sent me home, I don’t want to go home.’ what’s this ? Please ! Wake up from your dream! Is your one-sided, we warn you before. Thanks for letting me shouting here and there.. Make me so pai sei. Ayo.
This will be the my last week going down power house. =) enjoy myself for the last time. Hee.
It’s pubbing time !!
Hurt you guys?! C’mon.. I did warn you guys not to come near me. So say I’m one who make you guys heartbreak. But are we compatible and most Importantly is the feeling. Selfish? Did you spare a thought for me? Is all rubbish nah.
Date - 25 july’08 / 26 july‘08
Location - double o & boat quay / phuture & powerhouse
Tuesday, 22 July 2008
On Thursday 17 july’08, the most memory days for this past 3months. Where should I start from..? After some talk and lecture from my brother.
I just went straight to my bed and sleep till the next day. The moment I wake up till today I still can remember what my brother told me. I cant even sleep properly or think properly, the impact on me was like strong enough to wake me up from my dream and its hurt me. Even went I’m out of my house, my mind just can’t stop thinking about it.
I so foolish sia go tell this person that I like him. But actually is ‘hao gan’ only. Fuck make till both of awkward.. Ha!!
but after sending me home why ya suddenly sent me that that of msg just can’t understand what ya thinking about?
1. In the first place I have no intention of getting into a relationship with you. (Why think so much?)
2. You say you like me too, know how much you like me. But there things that come in your way. (Hey! I do have things come in my way too.)
3. You say no you’re not giving false hope ?? (then you shouldn’t do this to me in the first place)
4.you’re most unfortunate person in the world if heard my story you also think the same way? (hey! People also have their own ok.?)
I just went straight to my bed and sleep till the next day. The moment I wake up till today I still can remember what my brother told me. I cant even sleep properly or think properly, the impact on me was like strong enough to wake me up from my dream and its hurt me. Even went I’m out of my house, my mind just can’t stop thinking about it.
I so foolish sia go tell this person that I like him. But actually is ‘hao gan’ only. Fuck make till both of awkward.. Ha!!
but after sending me home why ya suddenly sent me that that of msg just can’t understand what ya thinking about?
1. In the first place I have no intention of getting into a relationship with you. (Why think so much?)
2. You say you like me too, know how much you like me. But there things that come in your way. (Hey! I do have things come in my way too.)
3. You say no you’re not giving false hope ?? (then you shouldn’t do this to me in the first place)
4.you’re most unfortunate person in the world if heard my story you also think the same way? (hey! People also have their own ok.?)
Wednesday, 16 July 2008
16 july’08
Had been staying at home the pass 3days, watching vcds chatting on the phone msging.. Boring..
Lalalala.. Will be going out today..
Gonna watch movie.. Red Cliff
All a long Maybe I’m just using you as someone I can think of or like. But I gonna ease you from my list. from the start I do have feeling for you but overall I do not like you at all. But I still miss you a lot. Thanks.
Is Wednesday (ladies night) again.. OOps..
Might be heading to st james.. will party without debra.. Sad =(
Coming up event - Friday/Saturday (18/19 july’08)
Location- st james (powerhouse)
Had been staying at home the pass 3days, watching vcds chatting on the phone msging.. Boring..
Lalalala.. Will be going out today..
Gonna watch movie.. Red Cliff
All a long Maybe I’m just using you as someone I can think of or like. But I gonna ease you from my list. from the start I do have feeling for you but overall I do not like you at all. But I still miss you a lot. Thanks.
Is Wednesday (ladies night) again.. OOps..
Might be heading to st james.. will party without debra.. Sad =(
Coming up event - Friday/Saturday (18/19 july’08)
Location- st james (powerhouse)
Monday, 14 July 2008
all thanks to miss debra lim, cant get to sleep the whole day.. waited for her the whole afternoon.. went out to have lurch together at hougang mall. headed to west mall buy some stuff and bought her birthday cake. took a quick nap at her house. had our dinner at shenton way before going to powerhouse. hahaa.. open think got about 4 bottles plus 2tower bah.. but our birthday gal not drunk. lol.. cant really enjoy ourselves there this particular person was so problematic, if she unhappy she'll just make the whole group unhappy too. wtf.. lol, buay tahan her. lucky i'm wise, stay at our own table, didn't went down the down floor or else i sure get invlove. hee. finally i got the DJ number, sad to say he's like kinda shorter then me sia =( lol. whole night cant remember what i have done, i know i was like trying to hide myslef from alvin, john and some other people damn pai sie. lucky ah nei and jeremy bel was there..
happy birthday 21st birthday !! to debra llim
9 july’08
Is Wednesday again.. Boring.. In the afternoon meet up with deb.. Accompany her to interview then headed to her house. At her room, deb show me the atmosphere when Erwin was at her room. Lol.. Was so romantic but to me I will fell asleep nah. Around 9plus went for dinner then headed to powerhouse. something happen again.. Stupid nah.. But nice show.. Isit it?? Was about to go home.. One of our friend got into accident. Suay.. accompany him to tan tock seng hospital..
next event - 12 july'08 sat
location - st james (powerhouse)
Is Wednesday again.. Boring.. In the afternoon meet up with deb.. Accompany her to interview then headed to her house. At her room, deb show me the atmosphere when Erwin was at her room. Lol.. Was so romantic but to me I will fell asleep nah. Around 9plus went for dinner then headed to powerhouse. something happen again.. Stupid nah.. But nice show.. Isit it?? Was about to go home.. One of our friend got into accident. Suay.. accompany him to tan tock seng hospital..
next event - 12 july'08 sat
location - st james (powerhouse)
Wednesday, 9 July 2008
can see the diff?7 july’08
Needed some daylight. So I decided to go town for window shopping. Went with dawn and debra, we seems like too bo liao from cine we took cab to far east plaza. bought nose stub & do eyelash extension, regret putting. Is like hurting my eyes quit bad but is ok anyway is free =) haiz. Need to buy new phone, phone spoil. Any idea should what should I get sia. So suay recently.
Needed some daylight. So I decided to go town for window shopping. Went with dawn and debra, we seems like too bo liao from cine we took cab to far east plaza. bought nose stub & do eyelash extension, regret putting. Is like hurting my eyes quit bad but is ok anyway is free =) haiz. Need to buy new phone, phone spoil. Any idea should what should I get sia. So suay recently.
6 july’08
Went drinking around 1plus at boat quay. Ha. Thought will not be going down for sometimes eventually.. Lalalala.. Went millions with michelle, ah pui & derick. After the pub close I went over to raining bar find terence and his friends. So p.s, earlier terence jio me go boat quay but me rejected, was too lazy. Reached home lying on my bed begin to feel headache, no idea why sia? Normally I drink I wont get headache easily. Think cos I mix with beer bah. Lol. I did something quit bad, the first time I treat my friend like this hope she wont find out. Ha, never mind if die as I got someone accompany me. As what she say I’m the mastermind she’s the scriptwriter, director cum actress. Just not happy with what happen recently, just letting her taste back the feeling kana bastard by friend.
Went drinking around 1plus at boat quay. Ha. Thought will not be going down for sometimes eventually.. Lalalala.. Went millions with michelle, ah pui & derick. After the pub close I went over to raining bar find terence and his friends. So p.s, earlier terence jio me go boat quay but me rejected, was too lazy. Reached home lying on my bed begin to feel headache, no idea why sia? Normally I drink I wont get headache easily. Think cos I mix with beer bah. Lol. I did something quit bad, the first time I treat my friend like this hope she wont find out. Ha, never mind if die as I got someone accompany me. As what she say I’m the mastermind she’s the scriptwriter, director cum actress. Just not happy with what happen recently, just letting her taste back the feeling kana bastard by friend.
Sunday, 6 July 2008
2days of clubbing at powerhouse. boring.
Hate that.. After drinking only can sleep for 1 2hr only. Thought normally should sleep for long hour? What’s this ?
Nothing much actually.. Was living in my own world when clubbing. Good =) nobody disturb. Haix. john msg me, after reading what he sent to me kinda sad.
‘I’m sorry. I’m not that kind of person that I wanna you to wait for. Yes, I know that you like me but I do have freedom to do whatever I want, so why should you get angry for. You don ever care about me, but I do. Go and recall back. You just say give up that’s all, is so easy. Ok fine. But I can tell what I’m think now. I’m just donno wanna be in a relationship, I just wanna be carefree, haven being so free for quit sometime. Need break and fresh air. Wish you will understand.’
What I’m am I thinking now? Yeap, I’m puzzle with some question. Gonna find best solution. Lol.
Hate that.. After drinking only can sleep for 1 2hr only. Thought normally should sleep for long hour? What’s this ?
Nothing much actually.. Was living in my own world when clubbing. Good =) nobody disturb. Haix. john msg me, after reading what he sent to me kinda sad.
‘I’m sorry. I’m not that kind of person that I wanna you to wait for. Yes, I know that you like me but I do have freedom to do whatever I want, so why should you get angry for. You don ever care about me, but I do. Go and recall back. You just say give up that’s all, is so easy. Ok fine. But I can tell what I’m think now. I’m just donno wanna be in a relationship, I just wanna be carefree, haven being so free for quit sometime. Need break and fresh air. Wish you will understand.’
What I’m am I thinking now? Yeap, I’m puzzle with some question. Gonna find best solution. Lol.
Thursday, 3 July 2008
3 july’08
Thanks lei what a wonderful night at powerhouse, what the fuck -_-“ argh.. forget it. Ha, as usual again got to eat chickenwings but this time john order for me. hee. Eh.. I want the DJ number la, have been eyeing on him for quit sometimes already but I shy la scare kana reject by him. He’s cute sia, finally see him without his cap. Oops, don misunderstand just purely wanna be friend =) Gotten 3guys number but then hmm.. What I can say no interested la, just out for fun. But still I just want that DJ, still can remember how he look, lucky he’s not attach. Just joking. Lalalalala. Drawn arh, first time bah see her drink quit high, quit worry actually but she know her limit so ok =). Hazel, got nothing to say about her ’ONE DOLLAR, I GIVE YOU HAIR SPRAY’ ’ONE DOLLAR, K YOU SHUP UP’ ‘ONE DOLLAR, COME WE TAKE PICTURE’ still remember ? lol. Hey, will or not accept you not cos you’re Malaysia or too old? Is not the matter, but just no feel now, I agree you’re caring, nice, funny & friendly but still I’ve no feeling. Towards anyone also the samething, ya? Boring.. Anyway doris, thanks for the present you bought for me from Thailand. =) I don feel like talking about this anymore, continue saying also nothing nice.
PARTY!!! PARTY!!! PARTY!!!
Next event on : Friday 4th july’08 /Saturday 5th july’08
Location : st james (powerhouse)
Music : trance / R&B
Thanks lei what a wonderful night at powerhouse, what the fuck -_-“ argh.. forget it. Ha, as usual again got to eat chickenwings but this time john order for me. hee. Eh.. I want the DJ number la, have been eyeing on him for quit sometimes already but I shy la scare kana reject by him. He’s cute sia, finally see him without his cap. Oops, don misunderstand just purely wanna be friend =) Gotten 3guys number but then hmm.. What I can say no interested la, just out for fun. But still I just want that DJ, still can remember how he look, lucky he’s not attach. Just joking. Lalalalala. Drawn arh, first time bah see her drink quit high, quit worry actually but she know her limit so ok =). Hazel, got nothing to say about her ’ONE DOLLAR, I GIVE YOU HAIR SPRAY’ ’ONE DOLLAR, K YOU SHUP UP’ ‘ONE DOLLAR, COME WE TAKE PICTURE’ still remember ? lol. Hey, will or not accept you not cos you’re Malaysia or too old? Is not the matter, but just no feel now, I agree you’re caring, nice, funny & friendly but still I’ve no feeling. Towards anyone also the samething, ya? Boring.. Anyway doris, thanks for the present you bought for me from Thailand. =) I don feel like talking about this anymore, continue saying also nothing nice.
PARTY!!! PARTY!!! PARTY!!!
Next event on : Friday 4th july’08 /Saturday 5th july’08
Location : st james (powerhouse)
Music : trance / R&B
Tuesday, 1 July 2008
1st july’08
Feel much more better after a shower. =) Scary sia just now, my heart almost drop off cos whole lap top almost gone. Eh. How can I explain? Hee. Anyway whole at home, as what I being thinking for the entire 2week, coming true bah. Yeah. Guess it suppose to be in this way, shall wait and see then. Got a fresher mind now. Whole night sitting in front of my laptop searching for stuff, editing blog, face book and so on. 4plus in the morning my crazy twins called me, asked me to wait for her called later on, den what? Yes she called me, for? Ya, complaining about she and her lovers and asked me to waited for her till 9plus to 10 plus in the morning to drop by my house ‘slack‘. god please help me!!
Something I wanna clarify, donno why things happen in this way. Whatever ok.
To- Doris, you’re my friend, about ‘backstabbing’ who don’ts? I understanding somethings you might not be happy with me now, remember once we both talk over the phone we clarify quit lots of things. Yea? To me what past already past. What‘s now again? Ha! Think there nothing nice to talk about it. nvm, is ok that wont affect much the way I treat you as usual when I see you =), just might be that close as we use to be and the trust?? just thinking when we backstab one another we still can face each other normally treat it as nothing happen. Is this the way our friendship goes? know why I never called you for so long? partly I still own you money and I don want you think that when I need help from you den I’ll call you etc. (Is not that ok). =) If u need someone to be there call drawn or hazel accompany you, I would be there. Whatever things that I can avoid I will try to. So I rather post it on the blog then call you too. Not I’m busy enjoying, the surface seems to be it then let it be, nvm when things stable down will meet you. Take care yourself the meanwhile.
To- hazel what’s happening now. Yes, I read your blog le. Can understand how you feel. Angry or? But when I read yours and doris blog, den me? Kana blame or? Lol. Getting really don understand what’s this all about. Better get this solve soon or else both will make it worst. Your temper also don say people control yours too. =) how people say about your outlook let them say, no one is perfect! For example I’m pretty but there scar on my face. What the use? Ha. If the person think he or she is perfect, is wrong. Wondering when they humiliate someone do they did about themselves how they look in the first place or they being humiliate by someone else how is it feel? What about being cheap? No gal you’re not! Hey! Must got market value or else not worth. Anyway being cheap is not really that bad but don. Lol.
Feel much more better after a shower. =) Scary sia just now, my heart almost drop off cos whole lap top almost gone. Eh. How can I explain? Hee. Anyway whole at home, as what I being thinking for the entire 2week, coming true bah. Yeah. Guess it suppose to be in this way, shall wait and see then. Got a fresher mind now. Whole night sitting in front of my laptop searching for stuff, editing blog, face book and so on. 4plus in the morning my crazy twins called me, asked me to wait for her called later on, den what? Yes she called me, for? Ya, complaining about she and her lovers and asked me to waited for her till 9plus to 10 plus in the morning to drop by my house ‘slack‘. god please help me!!
Something I wanna clarify, donno why things happen in this way. Whatever ok.
To- Doris, you’re my friend, about ‘backstabbing’ who don’ts? I understanding somethings you might not be happy with me now, remember once we both talk over the phone we clarify quit lots of things. Yea? To me what past already past. What‘s now again? Ha! Think there nothing nice to talk about it. nvm, is ok that wont affect much the way I treat you as usual when I see you =), just might be that close as we use to be and the trust?? just thinking when we backstab one another we still can face each other normally treat it as nothing happen. Is this the way our friendship goes? know why I never called you for so long? partly I still own you money and I don want you think that when I need help from you den I’ll call you etc. (Is not that ok). =) If u need someone to be there call drawn or hazel accompany you, I would be there. Whatever things that I can avoid I will try to. So I rather post it on the blog then call you too. Not I’m busy enjoying, the surface seems to be it then let it be, nvm when things stable down will meet you. Take care yourself the meanwhile.
To- hazel what’s happening now. Yes, I read your blog le. Can understand how you feel. Angry or? But when I read yours and doris blog, den me? Kana blame or? Lol. Getting really don understand what’s this all about. Better get this solve soon or else both will make it worst. Your temper also don say people control yours too. =) how people say about your outlook let them say, no one is perfect! For example I’m pretty but there scar on my face. What the use? Ha. If the person think he or she is perfect, is wrong. Wondering when they humiliate someone do they did about themselves how they look in the first place or they being humiliate by someone else how is it feel? What about being cheap? No gal you’re not! Hey! Must got market value or else not worth. Anyway being cheap is not really that bad but don. Lol.
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