new update ! my rom date will be on ..
29 april 2009 Wednesday

new hair cut .. -_-" done by my Dear .. shyt him.
went to Westmall with his primarymates and his gf.
bo liao. just go there eat and play arcade then go back home.
lucky went i'm back home i able to catch my tv show (AI).
this the first time it show for 3hr. love this show man.

Happy Valentine Day to All ..

Spent my Vday sleeping at home in the afternoon.
Evening time went Jurong Point play game.
watch Red Cliff 2 around 11:45pm.
finally we catch it,
as Red Cliff is Our first movie before we got together
& we watch at the same location. hee ..
after movie home sweet home =)
Got to back about 4plus then. yawn*

Waiting for my Dear to pick up me up for Lunch =)
11plus am.. after wash up..

Me at KKH .. 3 feb 2009

Going out .. 11plus pm ..

BIG BUTT .. Oops !! sorry..

This morning i told my manager that i'm pregnant.
now the arrangement for me is i move to maid to department.
will be sitting at in front of the front counter.
hmm.. not so bad .. but it would be busy ..
now the impression for me to this company not really that good,
as the management and the staff there (more on the ppl above)..
whatever i'm just here to work, please no problems for me.
Hope will stay for long for the seek of the income and the poor market.

boring -_-" is really damn boring .. LoL
2 more days to Valentine Day .. =)
no time to get him or buy him something now..
rather busy.. hmm.. enjoy then .. just hope something nice will on that day. =)

Dear, Happy Valentine Day !!
Love You Lots ! Muacks !

anyway here i'm here wishing

Michelle.. Happy advance 24th Birthday.

THANK YOU.. BY DIDO

My tea's gone cold, I'm wondering why I got out of bed at all
the morning rain clouds up my window and I can't see at all
And even if I could it'd all be gray, but your picture on my wall
it reminds me that it's not so bad
it's not so bad

I drank too much last night, got bills to pay
my head just feels in pain
I missed the bus and there'll be hell today
I'm late for work again and even if I'm there,
they'll all imply that I might not last the day
and then you call me and it's not so bad
it's not so bad and

I want to thank you for giving me the best day of my life
Oh just to be with you is giving me the best day of my life

Push the door, I'm home at last and I'm soaking through and through
then you handed me a towel and all I see is you
and even if my house falls down now, I wouldn't have a clue
because you're near me and

I want to thank you for giving me the best day of my life
Oh just to be with you is giving the best day of my life

Tml i have to tell my manager that i'm pregnant,
as when having interview i didnt told her about it.
hais. donno what will happen after that,
Hope she will let me continue this job,
i really need this job to earn income and
there lots of commitment and debts i have to clear.

P.S : Dear God .. Please Bless Me .. Help me to Hold on to this Job
and Help me and my hubby to go through all the problems.

few more days to 14 feb .. ........
i don have the mood to celebrate or whatever..
just wanna have a peaceful time by my own.
whenever i face someone i have to put a mask on ...
its getting thicker and thicker each day when i put on..
My Mind cant Stop Thinking of what now & going to happen me in future.

Recently i cant put myself into this relationship more and more anymore.
Maybe cause of Stress and Pressure recently given by people around me.
is not that i donno how to handle all those thingy but non-of them wanna giving way
and spare a thought for me as i been pushing here and there.
yeah.. i may not handle certain things well then why you guys ask to do so..
trying to help up or being nice in the end what i get.. what the hell .. =)

why both side just cant compremise ?
i rather move out alone, staying on my own, grow my baby on my own?
i know it will be very hard for me but at least i much more happier than now.
From the day i know i'm pregnant i know things will not go smoothly ..
about my marriage i cant even think more further than that now,
as there lot of things just pop up for me and him to handle and face ..
Hais .. i never find myself happy before ..
i don mean when i'm in this relationship as when i'm pregnant ..
whenever i'm trying to be myself, sure there someone said something ..
i'm try to make you guys happy but i now i don think i have too,
think my condition is getting bad to worst almost everyday thinking this and that
for you guys.. and now you see the time i haven get in my bed.. what the hell.

a bad month for me =(
sad ...
who will understand me ?

Everyone are so selfish, they didnt put themselves into my shoes
and think about the suituation i'm in?
So what there lots of things need to be settle or what's more important..
I have tried to understand, solve and settle things quickly as you guys want,
but whose going to help me with all this.
Say it easily but all this i don have any ability to do so,
say all this is for my own good or others .... yaya ...
In the end who going to suffer ME!!
When guys are not happy just throw temper on me, ya i do throw too,
but i just cant take the way you guys treat me man. FUCK IT MAN!!

WHAT'S THE HELL IS GOING ON !!
NOBODY UNDERSTAND WHAT;S GOING ON.
WHY CANT THEY JUST STUP THEIR MOUTH UP.
STOP BEING A BUSYBODY.
I KNOW YOU GUYS CARE BUT STOP PUSHING ME!!

First day of work.. hmm ...
woke up at 6am?? -_-"
thanks to my dearest bf for waking me so early.
why by i could catch another 1 hr plus of sleep,
as i didnt get to sleep well last night.

This the very first time in my life go to work on time, ha!
Time passes quit fast as there work to do.
yeah. is quit a open area, whatever you do it can be seen.
Tmr another brand new day. hais..

................. too tired to think of anything le.

Today went for check-up.
surprise i didnt wait for so long .. hmm..
Got to know what's my baby gender..
Doctor say 70 to 80% is a girl and
is growing growing healthy.

Thank God! Muacks!
For getting me and my dear a new job. =)
Will be working at chinatown point and
he will be at jurong, sad. cant fetch me to work anymore.
hmm.. Hope everything will go smoothly for us.
is not going to be easy for us now till baby is out.

Yeah.. getting my ROM on 18 April 2009 Sat.
Just a simple one as we cant afford to do others.
Mostly importantly get wedding ring and those simple that we need.