gamble for 2 nights and 2 days..
dots.. damn power man.. i wonder how i take it.
me and dear won the jackpot lol.. in my whole life 1st time man.

will go back and gamble again..
gonna win back what i have loss. stupid.!

just took photo of myself while taking break from gambling. lol.
the washroom was like so small only can stand 2 person only.
i mean 2 normal size people. hee.
what the hell.. hmm..

the signboard..
time-table for makan.
it's free ok.. eat as much as you want lor.

the morning sky.. 11.25pm.

on the way to casino..
took the last ship 8pm..

the 4 of us can have lunch together.
jorreen, jamie, april and me.. went sewsens for lunch.

hey !! it's 1 for 1 !! don miss it..
from monday to friday lunch hour till june.
it value for money.

dress bought by my mum. thanks.. muacks.

0.95 .gram or ??!!
when for check-up in the afternoon.
the doctor say..
you're small you got to eat more.
hais.. sad. nvm.. 3months to go..

meet my mum today. since i'm on half-day leave.
went ank and bishan today. bang to some of my friends. -_-"
had chicken rice for lunch.. ha. nice treat from my mum.
shyt myself lor ! on the way to KKH the water drip out from my bag.
didnt close my water bottle properly and it turn over,
my bag got fucking wet. sians.. bad day.

Been working in this company for 1 month plus..
Time passes real fast. Hmm..
So.. I been leaving home to stay at my bf’s place about 1months.
I miss my home,.. Miss my mum and my sibling.
Got to travel more.. Not really much life.. Don have own privacy..
No time for other stuff. Catching up with friends getting lesser..
Think this is how life is man.. When setting up a family or living on your own.

stupid breakfast cost me $3.90

what the hell !! -_-"
will not have eat again. thanks.. argh..
please don buy it man. it from jurong point.

Arriver of my baby is coming soon..
3 more months.. Wow.. Time files fast.
2 months of maternity leave..
I’m lucky to have leave and to hold on to this job now.
God really bless me for that.
Without a job now. Think will be that pathetic the past few months.

Keep helping someone is not helping.
It Just making it worst.
it just letting them know that
whenever they need help you will always be there.
But we have our limit.
They have their hard time but we have too.
Some things they have to learn to put a stop.
Not asking for a helping hands.
And start to think way of they should do and survive.
I rather lost something that is not suppose to be mine then not surviving.

Things changes..
How should I put? Hmm..
From the start of my pregnancy / marriage I know things will be difficult for me.
Understanding from family and friends is not easy.
Everyone has their own point of view.
Keeping everyone and stand together is not a easy path.
I have chose the path that is not suppose to be in the picture.
But I have no others ways to think of. I have to survive on my own now.
Think there no turning back for me.

got my pay.. spent a little on myslef..
Bought from jurong point ..
this cost me me $15. 90 from mondo.
cheap right.. hee..


$15 for this dress.