Monday, 31 August 2009

i hate her !!

5 more month to go..
she will be going childcare.
i don;t care anymore.

once he's back everything will be different.

if not i rather be alone.
I DON'T FEEL LIKE WORKING TODAY

time passes fast

wanna find a new job
nearer to my place.

i'm sick of everything.

why ?

Sunday, 30 August 2009

what the *&$*(#^@&*%8@#^%!*&

SHE'S IS JUST A BABY !!!

so what ?!
she just want people to carry her !!
then isit so troublesome to take care of her?
this is not the first time she like this.

what for down there scold her
or you may say
"i just say a bit louder only."


thought you love carry her around ?!
call me to carry those stupid plastic bags,
then you !? carry my baby all the way.

if you are having PMS so what !!
big deal huh?!
think you're the only one having it.
bull shit. whatever. cant stand you anymore !!

i'm going to be heartless
this time round.
not going let anything to pull me back.

lucky i have my own plan
before anything turns ugly.

ps : shermie if anything happen, i may leave you.
dear, girl you got to prepare yourself. be strong.
mummy loves you

relationship is still a relationship.
love can't let me survive in the reality.

with love you are able to know .
how much the person
jealous, trust, faithful and wants you,
need you in he or her life
go trough thick and thin with you
the moments you share together to be repeated again.

but in reality all this are not worth.
is all about money.

i came to realise lots of thing after i deliver.
almost fall into depression.
lucky i do have my family members around me.

single isit that bad after all.
married = commitment to the family

i'm still young.
single mum still not that bad.

Going to supermarket.

taken before going to work
she just wake up.
she seems to be blur

she wondering what's happen. lols.


shh.. she's sleeping.


kisses for her.
*SWEETS*

CRYSTAL CHAM & SHERMIE GUK
went jp for some jap food.
with some old sch-mates


bite by bedbug.
hate it. spoil my leg.
bought new mattress for the time being.

that's the last time
that we did something together. =)

Saturday, 29 August 2009






taken few weeks ago.
that's when doris came over to visit me.

lucky she came over,
that's the only time i could spent more time with baby

Friday, 28 August 2009

ME & DEAR

trying to play around with the webcam.
he didnt realise untill ..

stupid him.

(taken 1 month ago)
more and more photos coming up. lols.


haha. eating maggie.
selfish boy.

i cant take it anymore.

wanna voice out now !!!
dislike the feeling and everything !!!

oh gosh. i'm in a deep trouble.

hey! bitch get the way !!
just cant wait for the day to arrive.

ONLY ONE.
&
BELOVED ONES.

September soon !!

with misses

Thursday, 27 August 2009

stay during at Hougang.
and this is what happen..