To - my debtors
The money yes! I’ll return you. But I don think i should get that time of treatment from anyone. But what happen ? Whatever?!
To - michelle
No matter what had happen. Please be strong! Look at the bright side. Still got a long way to go in life. Will try to be by your side but not 24/7 ya? But don do silly things again.
To- debra
Please stop drinking and clubbing. I had super enough of it. Will die let you see. Let’s take some rest. We go pubbing k? players are easy to get but not partner. Just simply love this words ‘PLAY HARD TO GET’. yeah?
To- wen
Hey, maybe that day to you I did say something wrong over the phone but please don take it to heart. You should know I don really know how to use words to say something nice. Ya?
To- zen
Where you !! I need you now!! Don everyday drink ok?! Just got well and then.. Don wanna say le. If you continues like this, wont get well bah. But faster find 1gf. Lol.
To -ben
Bro, understand ya busy with ya work. Do take care! Sorry, that day already promise my friend go club le, cant accompany you when ya feeling down. Contact me soon k?
To- hazel
Whatever what happen in a relationship got to be strong ya? Ya is not easy to overcome things like this, ya there memories, feelings in it. But be strong! Don keep skip or late for work le, no good, but don overwork yourself. Money cant earn finish de. Don stress up. Lol. Really got time drink to together again.
To-doris
Thought we both seldom contact. Heard that ya went Thailand, so enjoy huh? Actually wanna to ask you to cut n color my hair for me, too bad no time cos of interviews. Anyway got my hair done. Wish you & alex happiness etc.. got know how you feel, ya, got to experience it. Not bad? But only can say different people different concept. lol.
Monday, 30 June 2008
(ah pui & derrick bbq de.)30june’08 sun
Shit! Wake up late. Suppose to meet michelle & derick at ubi 2.30pm. Damn it. Woke up in the evening, got myself prepare to go ah pui’s chalet. While preparing was talking with deb over the phone. What the fuck! my sister, mother, elder brother & the bloody f**ker quarrel. After my sister went out then was my turn, c.b, mother start her nagging, scolding so do the f**ker did the same. Lucky Brother couldn’t talk much things to me cos of them too. Cant stand them. Actually was kinda no mood to go out but don wanna see that f**ker face den just went out. Out of my of house not even half an hour mother called me asked went did I went, why you never tell your brother etc. Stupid! Do you think I still got the mood to tell you! Kaox. Along the way chatted with Jeffrey, lucky someone accompany me. Full of anger sia so many things happen now a days. After came back from ah pui’s chalet feel much more better. Hee. Chatted with john over the phone think got about 2hr, quit surprise to know that he’s Malaysian. But he just don sound like one. Ya nice chat after we both ‘lost contact’.
Shit! Wake up late. Suppose to meet michelle & derick at ubi 2.30pm. Damn it. Woke up in the evening, got myself prepare to go ah pui’s chalet. While preparing was talking with deb over the phone. What the fuck! my sister, mother, elder brother & the bloody f**ker quarrel. After my sister went out then was my turn, c.b, mother start her nagging, scolding so do the f**ker did the same. Lucky Brother couldn’t talk much things to me cos of them too. Cant stand them. Actually was kinda no mood to go out but don wanna see that f**ker face den just went out. Out of my of house not even half an hour mother called me asked went did I went, why you never tell your brother etc. Stupid! Do you think I still got the mood to tell you! Kaox. Along the way chatted with Jeffrey, lucky someone accompany me. Full of anger sia so many things happen now a days. After came back from ah pui’s chalet feel much more better. Hee. Chatted with john over the phone think got about 2hr, quit surprise to know that he’s Malaysian. But he just don sound like one. Ya nice chat after we both ‘lost contact’.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO - AH PUI *21st
(taken before heading to st james =p)
2 9 june’08 sat
Yeah. Was late for my clubbing session..
reached in front of powerhouse around 1245
yea. Lucky do not have to queue up. hee.
The club was packed than any other Saturday nights.
Pai sei sia was like I’m so blur LOH! Step into the club not even 10min,
this stupid john came over my table and bought 3shots treated me and deb.
Ya, i was like keep drinking and drinking,
thanks to deb ‘s friends accompany me.
Along the way to the dance floor, alvin called me back to his table
asked me drink. he’s kinda cute guy,
eh.. I mean the way when he talk. lol.
there this malaysia guy whenever I sees him keep disturb him telling him
‘I‘m hungry’. ha!
I rmb both of us finish up the whole basket of chickenwings n fries.
So not to mention I disturb him again,
guess what? He did ordered chicken.
he's cute when the food came,
rushed to my table and called me to his table to eat..
he seems like so worry the food will ran away.
Hmm.. i still can rmb taste and was like so hot and crispy. Hee.
At the end of the day friends got themselves some dudes
then went to dragonfly awhile.
Headed to geylang for breakfast as usual.
Next event : st james powerhouse
Date: Wednesday 2 july’08 (ladies night)
Yeah. Was late for my clubbing session..
reached in front of powerhouse around 1245
yea. Lucky do not have to queue up. hee.
The club was packed than any other Saturday nights.
Pai sei sia was like I’m so blur LOH! Step into the club not even 10min,
this stupid john came over my table and bought 3shots treated me and deb.
Ya, i was like keep drinking and drinking,
thanks to deb ‘s friends accompany me.
Along the way to the dance floor, alvin called me back to his table
asked me drink. he’s kinda cute guy,
eh.. I mean the way when he talk. lol.
there this malaysia guy whenever I sees him keep disturb him telling him
‘I‘m hungry’. ha!
I rmb both of us finish up the whole basket of chickenwings n fries.
So not to mention I disturb him again,
guess what? He did ordered chicken.
he's cute when the food came,
rushed to my table and called me to his table to eat..
he seems like so worry the food will ran away.
Hmm.. i still can rmb taste and was like so hot and crispy. Hee.
At the end of the day friends got themselves some dudes
then went to dragonfly awhile.
Headed to geylang for breakfast as usual.
Next event : st james powerhouse
Date: Wednesday 2 july’08 (ladies night)
Saturday, 28 June 2008
有没有人告诉你 (being finding this song.)
当火车开入这座陌生的城市,
那是从来就没有见过的霓虹.
那是从来就没有见过的霓虹.
我打开离别时你送我的信件,
忽然感到无比的思念.
看不见雪的冬天不夜的城市,
我听见有人欢呼有人在哭泣.
早习惯穿梭冲满诱惑的黑夜,
但却无法忘记你的脸.
有没有人曾告诉你我很爱你,
有没有曾在你日记里哭泣.
有没有人曾告诉你我很在意
在意这座城市的距离.
在意这座城市的距离.
当火车开入这座陌生的城市,
那是从来就没有见过的霓虹.
我打开离别时你送我的信件,
忽然感到无比的思念.
看不见雪的冬天不夜的城市,
我听见有人欢呼有人在哭泣.
(GOT HEARD FROM ZHIYANG AT 97. THANX.)
LET'S GET THE PARTY STARTED !!
DATE: 28 JUNE'08
VENUE : ST JAMES POWERHOUSE
TIME : 9PM TILL 3.45AM
BORING . -_-"
当火车开入这座陌生的城市,
那是从来就没有见过的霓虹.
那是从来就没有见过的霓虹.
我打开离别时你送我的信件,
忽然感到无比的思念.
看不见雪的冬天不夜的城市,
我听见有人欢呼有人在哭泣.
早习惯穿梭冲满诱惑的黑夜,
但却无法忘记你的脸.
有没有人曾告诉你我很爱你,
有没有曾在你日记里哭泣.
有没有人曾告诉你我很在意
在意这座城市的距离.
在意这座城市的距离.
当火车开入这座陌生的城市,
那是从来就没有见过的霓虹.
我打开离别时你送我的信件,
忽然感到无比的思念.
看不见雪的冬天不夜的城市,
我听见有人欢呼有人在哭泣.
(GOT HEARD FROM ZHIYANG AT 97. THANX.)
LET'S GET THE PARTY STARTED !!
DATE: 28 JUNE'08
VENUE : ST JAMES POWERHOUSE
TIME : 9PM TILL 3.45AM
BORING . -_-"
Emily Kong Bao Lian..
Her Big Day !!
Congrats to You !!
Her Big Day !!
Congrats to You !!
picture on top taken from my phone. it's look better than the below.
so blur! bel pls change go your phone.
althought you bought good phone also no use.
the speaker so soft cant hear the camera not clear. diao.
yeah.. these picture was taken at emily's wedding day.
so blur! bel pls change go your phone.
althought you bought good phone also no use.
the speaker so soft cant hear the camera not clear. diao.
yeah.. these picture was taken at emily's wedding day.
me & sebas ( ben's camp-mate)was ben's birthday that day. 18 june'08. celebrated at st james powerhouse ya. sad to say my buddy don really enjoy himself. yea. after club headed to orchard swensen makan. nice! did enjoy the food. lol. hey bro. let's club another time. take care!
happy belated 23th birthday !!
To My Buddy Ben Long !
To My Buddy Ben Long !
cant sleep again -_-
another drinking session at arena with friends last night.
tired? not really, i'm just scare of drinking now.
need a change of lifestyle. lol.
what the hell my Internet keep disconnecting , quit pissed off,
lucky i got bel accompany me chit chat over the phone.
catch up lots of things with her.
recently lots of problem, sianz.
ya, at the same time sit back and relax watching exciting game.
thought maybe bad to say in this way
but not my problem i'm just the audience.
tried giving advise, but better be careful who's the player is. hurhur..
ya. will be meeting you guys tonight again.
whatever after tonight things would be different as before.
another drinking session at arena with friends last night.
tired? not really, i'm just scare of drinking now.
need a change of lifestyle. lol.
what the hell my Internet keep disconnecting , quit pissed off,
lucky i got bel accompany me chit chat over the phone.
catch up lots of things with her.
recently lots of problem, sianz.
ya, at the same time sit back and relax watching exciting game.
thought maybe bad to say in this way
but not my problem i'm just the audience.
tried giving advise, but better be careful who's the player is. hurhur..
ya. will be meeting you guys tonight again.
whatever after tonight things would be different as before.
A SHELL WITHOUT ANY EMOTION, FEELING, EXPRESSION. WHERE CAN I FIND? HAVE BEING OUT OF TRACK FOR QUIT SOMETIMES. WHEN WILL I GET BACK THEN? STARING AT THE WALL FOR QUIT SOMETIMES THINKING WHAT'S LIFE IS? WHERE THE STARTING POINT AND THE ENDING POINT OF MY CAREER, FAMILY, RELATIONSHIP. YA?! WHY THINGS TURN OUT DIFFERENTLY AS I EXPECTED? DO I HAVE ACCEPT THINGS WHICH I DON WISH TO? YEA. THE OUTCOME MAY BE IN THIS WAY BUT I GUESS IT CAN BE DONE BETTER. WHEN COMES TO ARGUMENT NO MATTER HOW BIG OR SMALL THE ISSUES WHY CANT BOTH PARTIES CLAMLY TALK THINGS OUT. FROM THIS POINT OF VIEW I LEARN THAT AFTER AN ARUGMENT I COULD UNDERSTAND THE ANOTHER PARTY WELL AS I CAN REMAIN GOOD FRIENDS WITH THEM RATHER THAN ENDING UP QUARRELING, CANT BE FRIENDS OR KEEPING THE PROBLEM INSIDED THEIR HEART REMINDING THEM.
Thursday, 26 June 2008
i'm back! have not been updating
lots of things happen these days
yea. everyweek went down to st james.
boring~~ thanks to my twins "sister" debra lim.
she wanna woo the bouncer over there,
i shall say play hard to get.. lol.
for me? almost everyday drink.
i rather be drunk than sober
at least i don really need to face reality.
by the way i'm back to single. finally?!
yes! broke off with johnny. =)
think back i rather remain friend with him than being a couple.
what a wrong decision i make in the first place.=)
but still nice for knowing him. oops.
(at last i wake up from my dream. love really makes people blind).
recently got myself into a picture where i not suppose to be inside.
boring. but at least i got back some satisfaction from a better player.lols
hey, is quit annoying when i got pretend myself enjoying the process but i'm not. lol.
i rather use my godbrother than having a lousy player. ha!
lots of things happen these days
yea. everyweek went down to st james.
boring~~ thanks to my twins "sister" debra lim.
she wanna woo the bouncer over there,
i shall say play hard to get.. lol.
for me? almost everyday drink.
i rather be drunk than sober
at least i don really need to face reality.
by the way i'm back to single. finally?!
yes! broke off with johnny. =)
think back i rather remain friend with him than being a couple.
what a wrong decision i make in the first place.=)
but still nice for knowing him. oops.
(at last i wake up from my dream. love really makes people blind).
recently got myself into a picture where i not suppose to be inside.
boring. but at least i got back some satisfaction from a better player.lols
hey, is quit annoying when i got pretend myself enjoying the process but i'm not. lol.
i rather use my godbrother than having a lousy player. ha!
Friday, 6 June 2008
KNN! 5 in the morning bang on people's door till dropping out soon. bloody idiot! cos of 1 curry pot, throw away la! know is my fault, never look after the fire den let it kana burn. den? clear it up lah! yes i did. but don think you got to hit people, right? cb. Oops i'm sorry. just wanna vain out my anger. i wanna move out sia!! i still cant sleep. omg. got 4 interviews tomorrow, how am i going to wake up. shit! this few hour, lucky got friend accompany me talk or else i'm getting more emo. thanx bro! kkies. think i better catch some sleep. sweets dreams to all accept that bloody idiot.
Thursday, 5 June 2008
another day me staying at home. is a good thing or a bad thing huh? sianz. feel so lost out of sudden. no idea. -_-''? am i regreting or wad? suddenly think back did i make the right choice? ha! everybody was not looking gd in this relationship. Now i know how doris feel, when doris & alex will together, starting i keep telling doris i don look gd in thier relationship. age gap too big & others thing also. haiz. sick and tired, putting a mask. argh.. forget. don feel like talking about it. Really wanna thanx zen for his time chatting with me for few hour on 31june(sat,morning). he's someone understand me well, the first person i met that make me cry when i say all my things out. so comfortable when talking to him. others may think i'm still playing but he understand why. Only can say is just the surface not the inner side of me. 'i need you, zen, so down right now.' haiz. hope tommorrow my interview will pass. can start work next week.
Wednesday, 4 June 2008
Sianz. whole day staying at home. gd! the whole afternoon keep thinking why my bf nvr called me for the whole day. thought wad happen. quit worry actually. Is not that something will happen, just want him to be safe and sound. but after have a chat with him, realise how tiring he is. I WANNA FIND A JOB!! i gonna go broke soon. Stupid! wad?! 'come take the chq to exchange cash, gave the wrong chq.' wads this again? cock sia. in the first place you give me cash can already. now want make more trouble for people. ha! think miss amy bank acc or her pub no money. poor thing.
on the way to town . . the journey was so bore . .
wadx going on? -_-?? ha! yeah.. this evening just sent my auntie & cousin off back to malaysia, is being 10yrs never get the chance to see them. good bye! lol. after that i headed to cine to meet up bel, michelle, edwin & calvin at hongkong cafe. have a nice chat =) about 10plus michelle accompany me to boatquay to take my pay. (thanx ger!) diao. -_-" went up acostic to take pay. bloody hell! the lady boss was so fuck tup. guess wad she say,
1.why johnny called me about yr pay,
2.what's yr relationship between u & him,
3.is none of his business n have no rights to interfere,
4.is between waitress & bosses problem
4.is just a small sum of money.
5.acutally that day(monday 21may) i wanted to say this infront of him. dotx! 'the!'
if you give me my pay earlier on, do you think this will happen. is like i was so ya ya ya keep quiet let her say, where by she talk so loud that everyone in the pub can hear. angry! argh..! heading back home i called kenny, told him about it. i asked him should i tell johnny about it. but the advise was 'yeah, you better tell him', but too bad i called johnny, he didnt pick up. he shld be slpping nw? mayb? anway goodnight my dear boi. sianx nobody to talk to now!! so bore.=(
1.why johnny called me about yr pay,
2.what's yr relationship between u & him,
3.is none of his business n have no rights to interfere,
4.is between waitress & bosses problem
4.is just a small sum of money.
5.acutally that day(monday 21may) i wanted to say this infront of him. dotx! 'the!'
if you give me my pay earlier on, do you think this will happen. is like i was so ya ya ya keep quiet let her say, where by she talk so loud that everyone in the pub can hear. angry! argh..! heading back home i called kenny, told him about it. i asked him should i tell johnny about it. but the advise was 'yeah, you better tell him', but too bad i called johnny, he didnt pick up. he shld be slpping nw? mayb? anway goodnight my dear boi. sianx nobody to talk to now!! so bore.=(
Tuesday, 3 June 2008
4hrs of sleep ~.~
fucking pissed off right now!
recently little things happen, i will get easily pissed off.
i'm gonna crazy soon.
hey! i'm controlling k? my interview?
didnt go?? i'm just lazy to go.
i 'm stupid! if i continue like this i eat shyt man.
my family? keep nagging keep picking up on me.
wth. cant stand them,
feel like moving out. about my studies?
sad, no money to continue..
got to hold back & my exam got to postphone.
sianx. my pay i gt only 80plus ??
impossible man. i rmb i work more than 2 3 days lei.
shit. think i forgot to write in the sign-in book.
argh.. forget it. tired of chasing after anyway.
wish james will retune me money by 10'june.
=( kinda miss johnny nw. lol.
hope he's feeling alright now -_-??
yea. feeling like hearing his voice also.
yea. he's working nw. 'miss ya nw'
tonight i going to boatquay to take my 'pay'. wtf!!!
fucking pissed off right now!
recently little things happen, i will get easily pissed off.
i'm gonna crazy soon.
hey! i'm controlling k? my interview?
didnt go?? i'm just lazy to go.
i 'm stupid! if i continue like this i eat shyt man.
my family? keep nagging keep picking up on me.
wth. cant stand them,
feel like moving out. about my studies?
sad, no money to continue..
got to hold back & my exam got to postphone.
sianx. my pay i gt only 80plus ??
impossible man. i rmb i work more than 2 3 days lei.
shit. think i forgot to write in the sign-in book.
argh.. forget it. tired of chasing after anyway.
wish james will retune me money by 10'june.
=( kinda miss johnny nw. lol.
hope he's feeling alright now -_-??
yea. feeling like hearing his voice also.
yea. he's working nw. 'miss ya nw'
tonight i going to boatquay to take my 'pay'. wtf!!!
Sunday, 1 June 2008
1 JUNE '08
(bel & deb) left (me & debra) right
(michelle & felicia )
it's been long time.
haven being touching my blog since then
so tired after cubbing & drinking for the past 2days,
at st james(power house).
the 1st day was like kinda boring due to the music (trance).
about 4plus we headed to boatquay to find ah ho.
reached there about 5min later there seems to be problems with the guys.
they almost got themselves into fights.
every corner, everyone is looking
hee. i was like standing there watching 'show"
then bel pulled me away.
headed to coffee-shop to grab some bite,
while waiting for food to come felicia & debra keep talking about the topic,
bel face turns black, i dare not talk to her. lol.
then we headed home after supper .
the 2nd day ha! was quit pissed off. hmm..
celebrated BEL's birthday at powerhouse.
HAPPY BIRTHAY LAOPO!
kaox. damn early k,10plus reach there.
things didn't goes well. But still i do enjoy myself.
abit of argument with my bf after returning from club. wth again!
he msg me ' last nite you go boatquay with who' diaox. -_-"?
is like 'huh?!' hey!
is your phone which is switch off how to contact you or to tell whats going on.
anyway i don think i'm at fault in the first place.
hope he get the picture when i explain to him.
ya. boi, wish that you will understand.
haven being touching my blog since then
so tired after cubbing & drinking for the past 2days,
at st james(power house).
the 1st day was like kinda boring due to the music (trance).
about 4plus we headed to boatquay to find ah ho.
reached there about 5min later there seems to be problems with the guys.
they almost got themselves into fights.
every corner, everyone is looking
hee. i was like standing there watching 'show"
then bel pulled me away.
headed to coffee-shop to grab some bite,
while waiting for food to come felicia & debra keep talking about the topic,
bel face turns black, i dare not talk to her. lol.
then we headed home after supper .
the 2nd day ha! was quit pissed off. hmm..
celebrated BEL's birthday at powerhouse.
HAPPY BIRTHAY LAOPO!
kaox. damn early k,10plus reach there.
things didn't goes well. But still i do enjoy myself.
abit of argument with my bf after returning from club. wth again!
he msg me ' last nite you go boatquay with who' diaox. -_-"?
is like 'huh?!' hey!
is your phone which is switch off how to contact you or to tell whats going on.
anyway i don think i'm at fault in the first place.
hope he get the picture when i explain to him.
ya. boi, wish that you will understand.
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