1st july’08
Feel much more better after a shower. =) Scary sia just now, my heart almost drop off cos whole lap top almost gone. Eh. How can I explain? Hee. Anyway whole at home, as what I being thinking for the entire 2week, coming true bah. Yeah. Guess it suppose to be in this way, shall wait and see then. Got a fresher mind now. Whole night sitting in front of my laptop searching for stuff, editing blog, face book and so on. 4plus in the morning my crazy twins called me, asked me to wait for her called later on, den what? Yes she called me, for? Ya, complaining about she and her lovers and asked me to waited for her till 9plus to 10 plus in the morning to drop by my house ‘slack‘. god please help me!!

Something I wanna clarify, donno why things happen in this way. Whatever ok.

To- Doris, you’re my friend, about ‘backstabbing’ who don’ts? I understanding somethings you might not be happy with me now, remember once we both talk over the phone we clarify quit lots of things. Yea? To me what past already past. What‘s now again? Ha! Think there nothing nice to talk about it. nvm, is ok that wont affect much the way I treat you as usual when I see you =), just might be that close as we use to be and the trust?? just thinking when we backstab one another we still can face each other normally treat it as nothing happen. Is this the way our friendship goes? know why I never called you for so long? partly I still own you money and I don want you think that when I need help from you den I’ll call you etc. (Is not that ok). =) If u need someone to be there call drawn or hazel accompany you, I would be there. Whatever things that I can avoid I will try to. So I rather post it on the blog then call you too. Not I’m busy enjoying, the surface seems to be it then let it be, nvm when things stable down will meet you. Take care yourself the meanwhile.
To- hazel what’s happening now. Yes, I read your blog le. Can understand how you feel. Angry or? But when I read yours and doris blog, den me? Kana blame or? Lol. Getting really don understand what’s this all about. Better get this solve soon or else both will make it worst. Your temper also don say people control yours too. =) how people say about your outlook let them say, no one is perfect! For example I’m pretty but there scar on my face. What the use? Ha. If the person think he or she is perfect, is wrong. Wondering when they humiliate someone do they did about themselves how they look in the first place or they being humiliate by someone else how is it feel? What about being cheap? No gal you’re not! Hey! Must got market value or else not worth. Anyway being cheap is not really that bad but don. Lol.