20 Oct 2008

i'm pregnant

gong xi gong xi !!

Recently feeling so unwell having mood swing and no appetite for anything

and my menses is not here yet!!

so deicide to a doctor took take some medication

the result was open to be positive

my mind went round and round almost f*aint*

called boyfriend up to told him about it,

he's replied was don bluff and call you back later

called the Debra up too, i cried, told her about my pregnancy

she asked me to wait for my boyfriend reply

reached home, took a shower to refresh myself up

lying on my bed waiting for boyfriend call

boyfriend say he will coming over my place to fetch me and goover to his house

the next following day boyfriend asked me to test again

as he just cant believe without his own eye seeing it "positive"
my inside my heart thinking, am i joking with you?

wasting my money consult doctor and buy pregnant kit,

in the end the result shows "positive"
he called he's friend up, asking them what to do etc

(is it stupid asking people about it)

what my mind running through was

how should i break this news to my family members?

100% i will get killed by them

Boyfriend and me planned

we register first then chinese customary after i give birth
at first my plan was do all at one go but due to our financial i drop the plan

i'm going to be a young parents soon next year somewhere in June

carry the responsibility is going to be tough and the commitments

hoping the person i chose to be with will give me happiness with lots of love too

although boyfriend and i just got to together

the understanding of one another are not deep at all

i just hope all these worries will be gone soon =).

=)