I LOVE YOU ALWAYS !!!
NO MATTER WILL GO THROUGHT TICK & THIN WITH YOU!

didnt sleep the whole night thinking of msging him this..

I SMS-ED HIM THIS..
dear, recently feel very down, there many things happen recently ba. sometimes when i alone i think alot. what's my plan for the future what am i suppose to do? how am i going to support the family? quit regert that i resign. hm.. just don want to be a burden to you and don want to stress youn out. know it will be very xin ku, trying very hard to a job, keep trying sending out lots of resume todays. hm.. got to work hard, don stress urself and pushing urslv too hard ok. see you lyk that my heart also pain and sour, ur're working so hard and then what about me? what am i dreaming about? idiot me. hais.. ya both of us not in a good mood too ans thinking lots of thing. hais, sorry this days i neglected u alot alot. thanks for give me lots care and concern all this while. love you.

THEN HE REPLIED ME..
yo.. sorry my love.. hmmm.. maybe i give myself too much pressure and not confident enoug to set up a family. sometime i think u are being forced to marry me, not having conifident in myself. hmm.. haiz.. a bit blur, very tired. but one thing is 4 true i do love you, u are important to me