I know for myself, haven been working for about 1 month plus.
But I’m searching.. At least I did make the first step,
I went to a few interview and agency for the pass few week. What to do?
People don want to hire me, and it take time to be short listed. Hais.

Recently been thinking a lot of thing. I donno I make the right decision anot.
Firstly I know doesn’t mean I’m pregnant I must get into marry. I know that.
But my family will kill me if I come to this situation.
But I have think a lot about what might or may happen in future,
And is this the correct path or this is what I want.
I’m not confuse, just want to make the right decision for myself and with no regrets.

Secondly I have been neglecting on my studies when I started this relationship.
Got to get back to track in order to complete my studies by end of next year.
By then it will be more harder for me to do so,
As I have to take care of my baby and got to work,
but as long as I have the determination should able to complete.

Thirdly my financial is damn not stable as I don have any income now,
I only spent less than 20 buck per weeks, not including transport fees.
Everything need money now, don mention about daily expenses,
For my monthly check-up, school fee, phone bill, debts..
All this I cant imagine how am I going to cope with it. What to do? I ask for it.