i'm just trying to blog it just so hard to save here.
the internet here is lousy.
yup. i'm in the internet cafe(some short lah)

at boonlay market here, with my bf's friends
accompany to go start dear's car.
the car was so dirty, no petrol.
is times to clear up ant top-up.

just came back from hougang. misses =(
going back there again.
lots of things need to clear.

is comfirm that my family is moving to bishan soon.

lots of things happen.
after he's not around.
why ??!!
quarrels, drunk, depress. stress, pressure

i really hate myself.
i don feel this is me.

why all this things happen to me.
i don't derserve it.
wanna change of everthing.

if thing are able to be change or turn back
i want to.. !!

wanna have
a happy family with my family member.
a healthy lifestyle and relationship.
and to be MATURE.

let lots of my people down in my life.
expectially my family, my mum and my elder brother.
they really help me alot and pull me up each time i fell.

saw the winkle that my parents had on thier faces,
let me know one thing, they getting one time left not much for me.

photos will be upload soon..