Is a long time since i last update..

yesh! Been busy with work, family etc.

considering getting one part time job

Feel so stupid and a loser sometime
so so so @$(*$#@(@&

really cant get it why do i have this type of ****
whatever i have done for them no one appreciate
most important felt being use and it's become a habit call me here and there
i wanna be carefree somehow

can i foresee for the next 6 months
life will not change problem will not 100% solve
all thanks to the decision i make in the first place

I'M A STUPID GIRL SO FOOLISH BELIEVING

BABY SHERMIE
felt happy for myself and for herself too
she's crawling, stand up by herself so on..
she's did performance well

MY LOVE
he's work hope this will be a good start for him
actually i don't really expect much from him, mature is enough

Me

these days felt so frustrated and moody

it might be due to the problems i facing and handling right now
anyway still feel kinda relive that my car installment have clear

now left the minor ones and bank installment.

now i can start do a little saving.

so by then when i sent shermie to childcare,

i would have a problem searching for money high and low