the pass few weeks
relationship and work not going that smooth

relationship with him really suck!
i almost totally give up
i feel so upset of what happen to us
is the very first time that i encounter in a relationship
of what had happen i shall not bring it up
the whole situation is kinda complicated and long
and don feel like mentioning it.

can't concentrate on my work
getting lazy each time and cant be bother attitude
as i have been stress on certain stuff
due date, meeting, a/cs etc.
how am i going to crop?

been asking myself
what should i do in future..?
i don't mean i don think of it before
erm..
family, work and others stuff like that..
that's what i mean.
=)

alright i think i should stop here.
i cant think of anything to write as my brain not working properly
going to bed soon, work tmr too.
good night.