PLEASE ADMIT TO YOURSELF !!

i'm not in the mood enjoying my life
even my baby 1yr old birthday today !!
is damn suck today !
i cried
i enjoy myself
disappointment

i don't know where should i start from..
the moral of the story is
some stupid people are not worth to be nice to!
what kind of level of satisfaction you then will be happy!!

i have been trying to be nice and do whatever in your way
in the what kind of result or thing i get
i see there no point of helping you
i rather end i

the only matter is Shermie got to suffer then...

i know myself i not ani good mum
i don't feed her more than 20 times?? i think so.
i don't bath her more than 10 times
but i did try my very best to be one
i give whatever i can to her
i got the chance i will accompany her

say i not fit to be her mum?
then are you fit to be one of those??
what do think you can provide then...
from the start i have told them my plans
and in the end don't listen.
so whose the one suffering right now?
please foresee the future and plan right in front.
and now i'm the one who been the fool
paying this paying that, not enough i have to borrow from ppl

don't even think using your kindness will be a great thing to say it
letting everyone know how great you are.
blaming me, cause-sing me

i almost lost my job
and especially my relationship with my family
all thanks to you and your XXX
lucky i have a great boss who give me lots of chances
and family who really understand and give their to me

i really hope i this will end it fast
everyweek throw temper on me. i find it no point
angry with no reason
then who is the most unreasonable people then

i'm not ashamed to let people know what's happening to me
i just wanna let my frustration out !! that's all
i do not really care what people think about me
is as long as me myself happy
i just hope i will be strong down the road..
not getting those depress stuff like that

to the person it may concern :
you "coincident read this post"
then read
i know you will say "u always think i'm right"
ya.. correct in certain point i think i'm right !!
but don't you think you have your own wrong doing too
you always don be bother don be want to step in and resolve the problem

sometime i rather take care the baby myself
there will be less conflict
but in the first place you are the one cried
asking me to let you take care of bb
what the hell !! then stop all your fucking shit now !!

from the button of my heart
i pity you guys
everytime thing taken away then come and treasure what's the point then
you guys are selfish, only know how to protect own self
see another family member die
money face !!