I really Hate who i am right now !!

i really cant stand myself doing the things that i hate most!!

can someone lend me a hand?

kick this person out of my life forever !

i though i will have a good life soon since last month
but it's like a dream when you wake you all gone

can i ran really away?

although Shermie is the one i want it most !
but i not able to take care of her while working
is all about time given to me

my family member tell me will support me
Bullshit !!
friend give me moral support ! y, what's else can be done?

i will be ended in jail or neither in hell being chase by people one by one!
all of you will just blame me, you see you see !!